hilldren

Ok so just a little note to say that I know I haven't really been that active in like ... a year... nice. But I'm thinking of uploading some uni work just to fill you guys in on the stuff i've been doing but i have so many messages to get through it might take some time so bear with me but i'll get round to it.

A short answer? Yes.

No negatives will be mentioned in this journal!

A recap on 2012:
I started the year with exams, I saw Chase during the February half term, I went to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter, I became an Aunt, Sew the Avengers, More exams, May MCM, I became 17, Saw Batman, I saw Chicago in the theatre, Chase came round - we made Toothless, Went to Scotland with the Chase-face and The Pwifey, Started year 13 at school, Attended my first art fair, Visited Universities, Started going to the gym, Bugged Emii at a ginger angel's concert, October MCM, Got behind the wheel of a car, Went to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter for the second time, Saw a friend in Fiddler on the Roof, Started volunteering at St. Elizabeth's Charity, Went to see 'Michael McIntyre Showtime', Was dragged to the Clothes Show London, Saw the Hobbit, Had a Family Christmas where I got a NARWHAL!
And finally, New years.
... yes I went to the cinema more often then that but those were my top 3 of the year.

Any Plans for 2013?
Yes.
Going to tell?
Fine...
Well quiet a few things are going to change this year, _{...lets title these}

Art
I plan to create Reference Sheets for a number of characters, I've already lined Midnu's new design, I just need to colour it.
I have a new project planned for Demetrius that will take a while but I hope it'll work out...
I would like to draw some more of Midnu's family but I'm not too sure at the moment, we'll see how things go.
Finally, I also plan to finish the 100 themes drawing challenge I started last year as soon as possible.

School
It's a fact I'm behind on a lot of my subjects (all of them actually) but I'm working to finish all my catch-up work and homework set for the first week back to school (starting the 7th)
I've set myself the challenge of staying positive this year as I have less than 20 weeks left of school!... At least this school
Hopefully I'll be starting university in September so I have to focus on a portfolio for a bit so art might be paused a little in January-March time as I'll have interviews then too.

Personal Warning: These are kind of silly
Get healthier, I know I'm over weight but I'm more worried about my health then weight, so I plan to eat healthier and keep going to the gym.
Stay positive, I've started the new year on a high and I want to stay this way.
Stop Procasinating.... or at least cut down, get work done then play on the internet.... _{she typed while looking at the pile of school work to do...}

Ok that's it,
The End.

Happy new year

Midnu

Well I last submitted a journal in August so I think you guys deserve a little update... the ones who read these anyway...

So I've been major busy... Possibly not busy more... stressed to the point of suicidal... Yeah that's it.

I'll be 100% honest as I have nothing to hide. Back in October last year, my sister moved back home and lets just say she isn't the most easy person to live with. She was knocked up and my parents, trying to be supportive, let her and her boyfriend move in with us. Big mistake. Ever since then there have been constant arguments within the family, a new baby, and more arguments. Because of all this, my parents nearly broke up.  So it hasn't been the happiest of homes. Now I'm not looking for sympathy or advise or anything. I just want to get all this out of my head, and the best way to do that, it tell the internet? I'm not sure why I'm posting a journal about it really.

Actually yes I do know. She's moving out tomorrow. Then my parents and I will be able to get back to how we were over a year ago. Which means, hopefully, I wont be so depressed any more. This should lead to me being able to complete my work for school and get my grades back up. Once all that has happened and I'm in a comfortable situation where I'm doing school work on time and getting my portfolio for university finished. I'll be able to start submitting things back on here. Perhaps you'll see some of my school work. I don't know yet.

I suppose what I'm saying is I haven't been online for very personal reasons but hope to be active again soon. Maybe after Christmas, as my school doesn't go on holiday till the 21st of December :/

Keep Smiling,
I know I'll be trying to
Misnu ~.

So here's a quiz:

Stolen from who's a friend from school that you guys should go look at

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Concern him - it will bring him bad luck - mother" Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My CD rack
3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
'The Big Bang Theory' cause I'm awesome like that
4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
17:48
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
17:45 ... FML off by 3 minutes! no fun
6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Rain~
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today... Had to go clothes shopping *spits on floor*
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Rodin's journal
9.) What are you wearing?
Purple jeans, thundercats top AND SQUIRREL SOCKS!!! _{...and underwear}
10.) Did you dream last night?
Yer about going to Hogwarts ... Like a normal person
11.) When did you last laugh?
Actually moments ago when I answered the first question
12.) What are on the walls you are in?
Wardrobes, book shelves, a fuck ton of posters/photos/random tickets on my door and a window~
13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Me in the mirror? Actually this woman I saw today when shopping had different food tattooed up her leg
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
It's not the worst I've read
15.) What was the last film you saw?
In cinema: Batman: The Dark Knight Rises
Home: Spiderman 3... as part of a marathon of all spiderman films
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A house... That was frigging awesome with secret passages and shit, then a pet squirrel, then a load of films to supply my awesome cinema room in the awesome house/mansion =3
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
er... I love collecting soundtracks to awesome movies? I got a lord of the rings compilation today to sooth the shopping mayhem ... yer that make sense to me
18.) If you could change one thing about the world. What would it be?
Absolutely anything? An alternative energy source to be used that doesn't pollute the atmosphere.
19). What do you want to learn in the future?
How to make a fitted/Tailored Blazer
20.) George Bush:
Is a man I couldn't care less about
21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Caterina most likely
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Eric ... neither are a reference to things I love
23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
You most definitely, Canada, America or France
24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
Just don't burn anything...

ok so I'm gonna try the whole once a month update thing again... lets see how long it'll last this time :/

Things that have happened between now and the last journal:
Exams
MCM Expo
University choices
So if you don't want to know about this stuff you might as well leave now~

Exams
Thankfully I only had 4 which was nice compared to people who had double figures worth, though like anyone I got stressed and worried about them. I think they went well though it was strange that the ones one I went into confident I came out shitting myself and the three I was really worried about I don't think went as badly as I thought. I hope I've passed all of them but the two I really care about are the ones I obviously worry about most and that's because for textiles it's a retake and seeing as I got a D first time round I hope I did ok the second time and film studies I fucked up. See you're meant to answer three questions with essays, the first went fine the second I thought I did ok till I reached the third, realised I answered the wrong question, had to go back and re-write the second essay then hurry the last one as I was running out of time, but no matter, it's in the past now and there's no use in crying over spilt milk. What happens, happens.

MCM Expo
Was frigging awesome! I cosplayed Saturday and travelled by train with friends, though I lost weight I still didn't really like how I looked in my outfit but it's giving me the inventive to keep working at the weight/health thing. It really a real nice day though bloody hot! and I got a poster for my friend who has been wanting one for god knows how long but couldn't make it herself, a bag, and badge. It was great seeing everyone again even if I only spent a little time with them. Sunday was cooler which was annoying because I chose not to cosplay as I thought I would bake but on well, I got to talk with Jess for AGES which was awesome as I love her ascent and we hardly talk. I also picked my birthday present from a friend (IGOTLUNASWAND!) and brought a bell for a cosplay, poster and a hot, which is really cool. I now need to plan to meet with people for catch-ups and stuff (I'm looking at you Karma).

University
I've been advised to start looking into university courses by my school and I think I have my top three places/courses I want to do. I need to go to open days and read more into them but I have a feeling Nottingham Trent will be seeing more of me The course sound like exactly what I want, the location in nice, there's social things nearby and even a convention held about a 30 minutes drive away which is fantastic! It really excites me that I'm looking at these because it's stupid by it feels like I'm growing up and yet I'm still as childish as ever, who could ask for more?
So if anyone has any experiences with the Nottingham area it'd be great to know about seeing as the other two are in London and it's not like I don't like area its more living/travel costs that worry me.

I hope this wasn't too dull.
Midnu